we get the picture booby. awfully sorry your site imploded on the holiday. these are tough times indeed for independent bt communities, still at p2p-zone we try not to play host to flame wars or personal attacks, and foul language is essentially out too.
as difficult as it may seem now the best therapy is to start up again someplace else, and take it from there. we've all had to do it at least once or twice.
- js.